Google Pagerank update disheartens and scares me!

With the latest Google pr update i'm not in mood to let angst eat me for petty matters of the heart, yet i am so damn peeved with the fact that despite working much harder than what i used to last year, i am still made to taste Googles bitter penalty!
I wonder where i went wrong or its just an update which is still in process and due to that the none of our blogs pr is available. Some are showing as N/A... so just hoping its not a drop!

Its almost a year i had an intact pr3 so its extremely disheartening to wake up to it suddenly vanishing one day! But then i discussed with a few friends and they think the same of the update still in progress and that our pr would be restored once Google's done.

With my fingers crossed i think i should pen of here...

Quick review of my results from YouthJuice for those just tuning in

Before YJ I was/had:

• exhausted all the time
• diagnosed anxiety disorder
• insomnia
• slurred words (seriously!! People can attest to that)
• depressed
• crepey skin
• heavy menstruation
• light headed and seeing stars if moved to quickly
• constantly dehydrated
• dull complexion
• acne
• short tempered
• gaining weight
• eyesight getting blurry
• spent most of the day in bed or avoiding doing anything
• could only accomplish one "big" thing a day like mopping the floor
• I could go on, but you get the idea...and go to the beginning of my blog and read through, it's all there

All the above has gone away, except the eye sight does go back to fuzzy when I've spent most of the day in front of the computer (normal for not exercising my eyes!!)

My skin has cleared up immensely, and I have constant complements of looking young. I consider myself cured of anxiety disorder, and considering I've lived with it my whole life, and have spent time in cognitive behavioral therapy (and considered by the therapist that I was successful at it), I do know what I am talking about.

I regularly hop on my bike now, I will shop, clean the whole house and work for hours without thinking about it, all in one day. If I do have a night where I didn't get much sleep, I function like I'm back in my twenties the next day. Tired, but totally fine and no one can tell I didn't sleep.

I rehydrate easily and actually crave healthier foods.

I have down days, but I am not avoiding life. I have a social life now and go out often.

I fully believe all this was made possible by the YouthJuice providing my brain and body with all the chemicals and nutrients it needed to function normally. YouthJuice has given me the ability to have the life I want to have.

MusicMonday - ♫ Celine Dion - Shadow Of Love (Eclipse Version) ♫

Oh, i just love this song... just like i love every song of Celine Dion's. Good beats and a great voice, with beautiful lyrics! A brilliant love song :-)I was feeling so low, the feel of darkness taking over, an emotion i've been living with since years... but when i tuned into my youtube, Celine like an angel greeted me with her exceptional voice. Her voice never lets me down coz every track of hers has something to touch you with. Whether your dealing with the loss or loved one, a break up or even a bitter relationship... Celines songs have always soothed our hearts when we need her too... and once again she is an angel to me...

Hope you all enjoy the song and have a great Musicmonday ahead :-)



live my life like a runaway
I hide my dreams in a special place
I'm waiting here for my prince to come
To save me from the darkness

I count the nights, I count the days
The ways, yeah
Don't wanna fight, it would be in vain
So in vain, so in vain

I can run but I can't hide
It's because... I'm living in the shadow of love
Yeah, yeah
To me you are the only one I dream of
I'm living in the shadow of love

Your love surrounds me, it's everywhere
It is my shelter, it is my air
A moon eclipse and a burning sun
Make a shade just for me

For you I wait forever and a day
Yes I would
To be there if your love should come my way
My way

I can run but I can't hide
It's because... I'm living in the shadow of love
Yeah
To me you are the only one I dream of
I'm living in the shadow of love

Too many nights, too many days
I've hidden from the sun
And though I've tried to break away
Your hold on me is just too strong

I love you in the shadow of love

I can run but I can't hide
It's because... I'm living in the shadow of love
Yeah
To me you are the only one I dream of
Cause I'm living in the shadow of love

It's because... living in the shadow of love
Shadow of love, yeah
I can run but I can't hide
It's because... the shadow of love
Shadow of love

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Whew! Breathing better...

I have had a battle the past couple of weeks and am pretty sure that I would have been fighting pneumonia if I wasn't doing a double shot of YJ a day. That flu kept trying to get my chest but didn't succeed, ended up with a dry itch that caused more problems than anything. I've now gotten hit with a second cold, chest and nose, and my energy is still totally here even though I am - pardon my being literal here - oozing snot everywhere! I feel like that snotty kid in class who coughs in everyone's face! Again though, I've had a very busy weekend, as per usual and got everything done that I wanted to accomplish. That's pretty sweet considering I should have been knocked off my feet. I am so much stronger physically than I have been in my life and these past few weeks of pretty serious illness has proven it. Plus I grew my AVON team by double while suffering through this. Sweet! Thank you YouthJuice!

Outing tomorrow... sometimes its good to move out of my palace/fortress

Welcome October! so we have stepped on the month i had been waiting for... time to put in our cottons and pull out the woolens! Its also the month when the Autumn season begins. I begin writing a poem about the season but i've left to complete for i need to really focus on intense emotions to write unlike now... i'm a bit gloomy, but not that intense when i can focus on my emotions and pen them down.

Lets see what tomorrow will bring for this caged bird as i will be going out to a heritage Plaza in my city named Swabhumi. A home bird who hardly move out of home when walks in open space would surely bring eyes upon me as i feel like an alien being stared at. But anyways, i love shopping there at the part apart from admiring the place with all its olden calcutta architectural history as derived from a legend and feasting! Mouth watering pani puri (We all love it, don't we, esp the calcuttans :-)) and other other traditional Rajasthani, Gujarati and South Indian dishes, and more, are served, tantalizing your taste buds such much until you savor them contentedly!

Here is where you get the best, people say who flock to our city during tourism visits or relatives visiting. But let me tell you that most of all the shopping is what i love. What attracts me most is all the traditional stuff you there, i never get to see anywhere else in the whole city. There are also programms and events which take place at the courtyard, and its a delight to watch the clowns walking on stilts come up to you and shake hands esp the kids who are most of the times frightened! Aryan as a kid was always scared of the clowns and so is Alisha when she is the same age as Aryan was as a funk! Hehe..

A great sense of peace and calm is what i get from this place... so it's a must to visit at least once in few months at least if i cant possibly make it every month :-)